The difference between reason and emotion is
still confusing to me, to the point sometimes I can’t quite point when one ends
and the other starts. Maybe I never had reason at all, because even my most
logical achievements seem to feature a tint of sensitivity that’s so inherent
to emotions.
So there’s been lately an interest on my part
upon the exact sciences, and thinking a lot about mathematics and numbers. It’s
not only this pleasant experience that is to feel their solid correlations and
arcane and powerful secrets of geometry they seem to possess in their
interactions that we only now and then see glimpses of patterns. No, I’m
currently finding it more enchanting the effect that enough practice can bring,
as the speed that mathematical thinking can reach.
It can get so fast that it seems to burst into
emotional ground and numbers become quintessential perceptions and each time
more complex operations can be made in the blink of the eye. And for sure, I
know that I can do my math faster when it’s feeling intuitive enough for me. And
the waves of thoughts running through numbers leave trails, patterns that
create a structure of motion and rhythm, and from there I feel a bigger
pattern, a huge, thalassic-level clockwork arrangement.
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