There are moments in my life when innovation doesn’t even seem to be a
thing. The elaboration of Delta Files has been showing me that when I have new
zephyrous experiences, I want to redo them. If it wasn’t for that recording, I
wouldn’t be noticing how my time sometimes is spent trying getting myself going
back to past experiences.
But this chase of reexperimentation of things
I’ve lived so far is not like I’m trapped in the past, but it’s the simple
affirmation that I am made of the past,
as the only thing I can possibly be. The problem would be if I just spent my
life living the past generations again and again, without any innovation,
without any kind of refreshment.
The problem is when something we lived through
becomes hypnotizing and we can’t think of nothing else besides it. So one finds
one music genre that defines them and they spend the rest of their lives
listening to that type of music mostly. That is what I find really dangerous.
But the whole point is, at this point I have
some very defining characteristics already. Even if I want to try to chase all
that is new, there’s not much escape from the main families of crests. It has
to do with the age, when there’s not so much novelty to make me feel innovation,
but development and strengthening of existing crests and gems.
It seems I’ve reached a moment in my life when
I don’t think there’s nothing in the world that feels entirely, completely new
to me. That would be far, very far from saying there’s nothing left for me
explore and that could give me some of the amazing Zephyrous Windstorms. But
even if it’s shallow the crest I have with all the topics in the world can
offer, I feel that I’ll already have it related to something.
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