There is one of my earliest ideas, or, to be
more precise, one of the ideas I first developed in this place that I remember
being quite useful. It’s the idea of template (used to be formulation if I’m
not mistaken) and fluency, but eventually they were put into a drawer as I
started thinking about other matters.
Somehow they came back without an actual delta
travel and I was lucky to make the connection between the emotional response
and the original name. It could easily have been a returning quintessence, but
it wasn’t, thanks. I am glad the idea feels solid enough, even an early idea
like that, so I feel nice to have it back. Plus, now I can use it with these
new ideas I’ve been having, like the ideas of vertices.
So I need a template, which is the basic
formula, and fluency is how I can explore the structure of vertices. It’s about
how I am getting more comfortable with all these vertices I have so I can start
juggling with them and even adding some more vertices to the table. It’s when I
feel comfortable with words and going with this amusing alliteration that is
just getting easier. It’s about dealing with shapes more easily, and drawing
things with more comfort to explore them and see new combinations when getting
the simple template right was a struggle already.
There’s one awkward realization I’ve been
having, though. It’s how I feel how fluency feels really distant sometimes.
It’s about the lack of mind-enhancing trances, and the way I can feel my skills
feel incredibly unstable. I hope it’s just part of the spinning process,
though. Maybe it’s a matter of practicing until these peaks are aligned…
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