While my strategies to keep scourgers away aren’t
fully developed, I have to have good things to remember while in this quest.
Like Safe Ports that unfortunately change a lot and don’t always save me, these
are safety psalms as they have to work like those others psalms, as thoughts I
force down my throat.
One characteristic of them is for things I have
currently in my life and that I’ve learned to enjoy and that I don’t ever want
to abandon. For instance, I don’t want to change this ability to have these
mental modeling things, and feeling all ideas and images coming. Also, I’m not
rich or popular but then again, do I really want that? Just having a group of
friends and meet new people and have the opportunities for new experiences
makes me happy (and failing at that hurts). But I’ve seen some terribly
arrogant and despicable rich people and I see money definitely isn’t need for a
complete human experience.
That causes a lot of controversy because of the
unestablished subtlety regarding the actual use of money needed for travels and
appreciation of art and things like that. No, I mean that you have to have
money, but, well, it’s quite a peripheral thing.
These safety psalms are about the things that
are worth living for. Studying, learning, tasting. And if I can’t get enough
love, I should feel good for giving out love for free. All I have to do is to
remember to live in a world of peace and love and caring, a world of open
fields and sunny and windy days and without social struggles and ego battles.
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