Though last month I had this needlework a little better wrought, with
a story interwoven through the texts, the expression of the meaning
of each thought of mine in there was sacrificed in exchange. By
trying to make them fit in a storyline, I lost a lot in the terms of
definition of these texts, like what I meant with fraud, jealousy or
being uninspired.
I felt that it was so incomplete under this circumstance that I
should even maybe rewrite them. They weren't unloaded effectively,
and there were uncomfortable remainings of them. That is something
that bothers me a lot, when a piece of work leave these traces
behind.
When I compose something that pretty much represents almost perfectly
the feeling I am trying to express I am calling a Sealed
Quintessence. It's when I name all these ideas and feelings, and in
this name I try to have the essence concealed. Sometimes I can get it
right, and sometimes I don't. When it doesn't work and the
quintessence has leaked around, it's when returning quintessences
happen.
My objective is to make transferrence occur without leaks. The better
sealed it is, the chance of having returning quintessences and rq
trials decreases. But quintessences do show different degrees of
resistance against sealing. They might have different categories,
like feelings that I can easily transform into gems.
But it also seems to depend on their depth of my oceanic perception
of them. Ideas in thalassic level will show a higher probability of
being inaccurately sealed. It's better to wait to fish them out only
when they're lured close enough to photic surface. The biggest ideas,
though, won't come so easily...
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