After months of being under constant Sigma
Storm when all my rotten side overflows the sewers and invade the streets, I’ve
started recovering with more frequency and stability the Gamma Glow. But what
makes the difference between staying with the Sigma or Gamma isn’t exactly
something of their own.
Lately I’ve suddenly realized the real
important axis in the greek coordinates is the horizontal one. It’s the Alpha
and Omega axis. It’s the grand importance of motivation. These are the vertices
I have to control in order to manipulate my strength or weakness, because the
Alpha and Omega is what will determine the permanence of Gamma or Sigma.
It’s no use trying to get rid of Sigma beings
if Omega is the reigning condition. When the Sigma Storm is present, my Flames
are easily repressed. But the seek-and-chase is in reverse if I can only find a
good reason to stay strong, a good reason to go on and be motivated by that.
The Alpha force will let my Flames deal with them like toys.
