The evolution and combination of ideas is
something that happens very naturally. And there’s not much I can complain
about it as they flow around filling gaps like water advancing over irregular
grounds. In fact, I find myself very lucky my mind can do that without strict
escort, but that doesn’t mean I should let them go as they want.
One of the ideas that naturally combined for
me, and that I find too strangely convenient for them to behave like this, is
how trances and crests can go together. It’s not something I associated on
purpose just to connect loose ends, but I can’t let myself go through this
without some inspection.
Basically, crests have this characteristic that
is to call for being experienced, and sometimes answering this call enables a
trance. It could be a matter of restraint, as a long forgotten experience, and
being recalled usually reminds me of past generations. The trance could come as
I remind of past dreams and sources of inspirations. The trance could mean the
mending of a broken delta stream.
But the mystery goes beyond that. Some crests
might have this trance-enabling power by exerting a demand over my mind that,
there in thalassic layers, blocks my capability to engage in autotelic tasks.
Apparently this crest will be there, somehow distracting me while I am not aware
of it. I am listening only to a thalassic call so it’s hard to go precise about
the origin or even actually perceive the call as a call.
