There’s a whole world out there, a whole
reality that is too distant from mundane routine I inhabit. The life and events
that surround me can once a while become so uninteresting that there are times
when I look for these events of quartzes. But if I go unprotected, they can be
extremely traumatizing.
Unlike Microtasting, which is how I am more
frequently enjoying reality, there are experiences that show the world in a
larger scale than the small routines that we follow. It’s those impacting
moments in life, those experiences that create crests of quartz as we grow.
Macro experiences make us more in touch with
the meaning of things, as opposed to the faint simulacrum that we perceive the
world when in normal circumstances. For instance, we read about wars, but so
few of us know what it’s like. We hear of famine, but we don’t know really know
what they are.
It’s with a pint of strangeness and
apprehension that I face these events that are too historical and impacting.
The macro pressure can also make me grow weary, tired. In fact, there are
moments, and they aren’t that rare, when I feel really scared about it.
Something like personal traumas.
