Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Of Mermaid Words

We are always eager to notice others' flaws and mistakes but our own. It's amazing that of all the things people are doubtful of, we hardly doubt ourselves.Our mind is the greater generator of Things That Are Not, and misthoughts can be really troublesome if one is to believe every passing thing the head. In this myriad thoughts passing through our head, we have to be careful with the way they are going to be expressed. I often think of misthoughts as the curse, as the misinterpretations of your own thoughts are the worst as it can get.

Mermaid thoughts are really dangerous as enchanting they can be, tricking you to believe they're accurate. They're not really convincing, because you're not following logic, you're could be acting mostly through emotional responses, or being under influence of some subconscious forces. And that's one thing that's characteristic of misthoughts, they use to come in moments of emotional turmoil.
They can come in various forms, but in more impulsive moments they are easily spotted. In relationships, for example, couples express their love and hate in a way that seems overly exaggerated, only because the words were compelling to be used. Forevers and nevers are clear signalling of misthoughts nearby. In a cloudy mind mermaids can prey. They prey on weak thoughts, or weaks that are not solid. Sometimes I see that mermaids are more present in some ideas of mine that are Uncharted or still being charted out. Obssession and paranoia also leads to polarization, which clouds our mind from seing the whole, so they also lead to misthoughts.

Mermaids show through contradictions that can be both comparing words themselves or with actions. The worst thing that these worms can do to one's mind isn't to make them not mean their words, but to make them think they do. Of course, that explains several behaviors we hate, such as hypocrisy, falsity, shallowness, and people being just posers, and I think they're not always done on purpose. It's just easy to hate people like that and think they have evil-intentions and that they are thick as a brick, when in fact they are just some fools who don't bother having a charted mind before opening their mouths. Fools who talk more than they think, it's what I'm trying to say here.

But hating on people like this show mermaids too, since it's easy to doubt the others, when we hardly realize our own mistakes but the most glaring ones (even mistakes we find subtle may be obvious to others). Not the greatest revelation, but we see ourselves better than we truly are. We can see people seeing themselves as good friends, for example, think of doing things that I doubt most of us are ever going to endure. So I think a good step against mermaids is to do things opposed to what we normally do. It could be through Doublethinking, or simply loosening subconscious vices.

So I know I'm plagued by mermaids like all, it's arrogance to criticize something and be unable to recognize your own actions in it. It's easy to see others' mermaids but our own. Saying that realizing this will automatically protect me from them is also a thing that is not real, after all I haven't even started to realize all mermaids I may have fallen for. What I'm trying to say is, it's just so easy to say things. Some people find it hard to admit regret, for example, but saying it doesn't even mean it was true. It's hard to be true to things we say.

One can't be too careful, as they mermaids lurk around every corner. Like any mindtrap, they aren't easily turned to zero, so their presence shouldn't be dreaded although they have to be constantly chased down. Usually I wouldn't feel this polarized against a mindtrap, as their extermination requires an unhealthy perfection and they come through various forms, not all of them really harmful, but I guess I was hurt by seeing the destructive misuse of words, the shameful the neglect to being true to them.

So I guess this trauma, those people that can't measure their words can serve us as symbol to work really hard not to be like them. Maybe this kick is the needed motivation to be truly warned against it, forever.

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