I’m determined not to let my stride come to a wilt. I will try as much as I can not to stay numb and paralyzed with the feeling of meaninglessness and emptiness that come to haunt me at times. But it feels to me this perplexity is one of the most important ingredients for the creative process. As barbarian as this may sound, peace doesn’t seem to lead man nowhere. It seems that failures are very beneficial to one’s development.
But the feeling of failure to invade one’s soul must not be discouraging, but rather the opposite. It must be one that can let Trygve process right into Dead Grinding. It must be one that can fuel our strength to take the new chances that are given to us.