There seems to be something in the process of the derailing of my thoughts that seems crucial to it all. It’s the idea that once I notice I’m thinking about things, and I think about the thought I’m having, the previous one kind of, huh, explodes.
It goes like this for the chases of sylvan ideas, too. I can’t know I’m chasing an idea. If I realize I’m about to feel the idea in my head and even name it I will understandably feel quite excited with the idea that I’m almost winning it.
It’s a lesson not to commemorate before the prize is in my hands. But the main one is that these ideas can only be achieved through a sincere diving – I can’t force ideas. It’s a very good mechanism, it’s almost secure to mermaid thoughts.
And when I make this poor action of realizing the chase, the idea just leaves. It could have become a full motif, but it goes back to a seed. I don’t know if that’s my short-term memory issues that prevent me from remembering things I’ve thought seconds before. But I don’t think so, it doesn’t always happen to lose them thoughts likes this, it seems more than natural to have this many ideas running one over another that makes it such a chaotic place, when Hephaestosis is around.
It’s required the Hephaestus’ presence that puts me in this trance that makes the thoughts flow, and make sincere divings possible.