My mind always meets resistance to change its current tendency. When I’m moving I feel compelled to keep going the same way that when I haven’t started another writing session I’ve got some resistance.
It’s one thought related to release and restraint. I am afraid that if I’m really engulfed in this constant release. That’s the reason I can keep going month after month. If I’m choosing restraint then getting myself moving like before would be some problem.
This is the reason why I am probably so afraid of stopping. If I rest then my energy will slip away. But I must conquer this problem and become flexible about releasing and restraining.